A trip on LSD 25 at 15 years old in 1968 would lead to discovering my basic self. I was lucky in the sense that I was given this drug LSD 25 by a CIA Doctor Working at the Campus of IUPUI at the time in Indianapolis. He worked for Purdue as a Professor of Chemistry or some such discipline. They had a project going to induce students of all ages to trip and note the effects. I Tripped on LSD 25 Twice before I would switch to Mary-Jane for 40 years. The feds had several programs there that worked on the public through several programs and offices. Those two trips are still vivid in my esoteric history. I tripped about 25 times on various acids and mescaline. Through the basic self-discovery, I would expand out and see that life and awareness are like water. It is made up of several separate parts that make up a whole. Higher Self, Self-sex threw animalizes and family, self threw work and others. Self as all others. Being something larger than self as the physical self. Thought and all levels of emotion. Like life in general as experiencing all physical matter as self. You are the mountain and can move it. Possible god levels threw outreach and being all. To realize, even so, you are tiny to everything else outside of self.
