Only a few know about my dreaming.

 I spent the entire dream state last night dreaming of discovering a piece of fishing line in my mouth. I filled it out to get it out. It continued until I hooked an actual fishing pole to it. I realized and reeled with no end. Then I got help, and we learned. We even tied it to a car number and drove it away. Hundreds of miles with no end of the line but hundreds of feet and many pounds of line. I woke several times with no end in sight. When I finally woke up for the day, I never got to the end. My teeth hurt, and my hands were tired. This was a far cry from two nights earlier when I went to four levels of hell. One was dead kids in the 4 to 10 range. All wrapped up in blankets. The babies and infants and inbetweeners. All in all I had four levels of dead kids. 

The first time I got the idea to run for poltical office was like the first time i realized girls could turn out to be fun just happene. Well after an event. I told you about the Mother Kary and Sister Quieen story but maybe not the four horseman event. all when I was 11 years old. One of the four horseman was dressed up in gold and was hard to look at. His Horse like the last flight over was just as ugle and weard in looks and movement. I was walking at top speed beeing trailed by a monster sized pedophile . I was 15 Alone lost and scared. I almost had been murdered ,agian. This guy this jack olane type guy was after me. It was Saturady noonish and I was running scard when out of knowwhere this crazy angle on a Horse that was strange flrew over the top of me and started to yell as I was being welled at bythe musical man when a BMW or mercadies pluses over and this guy rolls his window down and starte d yell for me to get in his car. It was Rock Hudson, I had just seen him in operation zebra or somelike that just the week before. What the Angle yeld was the stranger part. He keep saying over and over, But what if you become president. What the hell did that mean to a rape survivior that had been betratyed by his own police departed after being kidnapped and raped at 15 by a relocated US Army ha transferred him there after being resealed on bond for raping another solider child while over seas. THe Military has a bad issue with men that rape. I had 53.cents in my pocket talk straight u to Gabbreal and Rock Hudson. The Niumber one movie stay of the world. This was with my golden triangal on hollywood blvd asunset and la braia. And a side street with its own haughted church.